college...am i there yet?

it is now week 3. week 3! crazy how time has flown. there have been a bunch of fun things that have gone on while at the same time never have i been so overwhelmed with life. i am seriously struggling big time. do i like fresno? YES I LOVE IT and YES IM FINE STAYING HERE. don't get me wrong fresno is great! but as i sit back and watch friends go to college, move out of the house and enjoy dorm life, i am here at home. what is God doing in me? let me tell you. a lot so far. More than i am comfortable with honestly. So far i have been learning that i need to study...like really study and not just do it for school but to actually learn and soak up new things. Tomorrow i start work....bath and body works baby. im nervous. why? well my life has been food service galore and now im moving into a completely new job. i hope that i will enjoy it, work my best, and be able to shine Christ. Nannying starts up in a week-which is new for me too. Lifegroup starts on tuesday with Ashley!! SUPER EXCITED!!! so right now 2 words to describe life for me is. STRETCHED and NEW. im used to TRADITION and CONTROL