8 weeks. 2 months. after my final test today i will have completed 2 of 8 classes for my first year of school online. boy what a bumpy ride it has been for me. i have been seeing that PERSPECTIVE has affected my journey in this season of life and what i am deeply struggling with is CONTENTMENT. i just can't be happy with all that im blessed with....sounds downright ridiculous. so i want to make a list of why im thankful for THIS season in my life.

-i do not have time to invest into many people so its ok God's only placed a few people in my life
-I get to walk alongside Godly people like Kim Feil and Ashley Brannan and my mom
-I am learning what it means to be a Godly friend with very diverse friendships i have been placed in
-I get to live with my family for another year and some of my closest friends are now my sister and brother
-Fresno in the fall (fog, cold)
-Going to the Well Community Church
-Working at Bath and Body Works
-I have a car
-I get to go on road trips


Even though the list is not as long as other seasons in life- when i take a step back- im blessed beyond belief and if i focus, not on what i don't have, but God has blessed with me, i feel like i will have more energy, have a teachable heart, and looking back in years to come say "that was such a great learning year" whether or not its an easy season in my life.