two more days...

(This song has been on my heart. I need to remember him in the midst of everything)

It has been now- 5 days-

five days since i received my third and last letter from Moody Bible.

The moment when, no matter the answer, i had to trust God.

It took five days. Five days now for me to actually start trusting what God was doing in my life despite my frustrations and confusion.

 I got accepted into the school of my dreams finally. Accepted. As in my new home could be Chicago this fall.

 What is God asking of me? Leaving would mean departing from HOME. i would be walking into a new chapter of my life with people i love far from me. i would be saying goodbye to the junior high girls i love so much. Today is day five of prayer. I am starting to feel secure. In the midst of the unknown i can see the light at the end of the tunnel. I got Jesus who has paved a way for me, who by the way, is the ALL-POWERFUL GOD.There is literally nothing i need to fear. I have an exciting opportunity before me. In two days i will be making my final decision.

My feelings are still roller-coastering away but i feel some peace. weird, when you trust God, peace is actually possible.